Dubz is back in ye olde england

Oh jaaaaaaaaa the tanned one is home. And oh yes that biatch is as brown as a brown thing on brown tablets. The exciting news of the day is that me becks and suse are off on a lil trip to flamingo land tomorrow. Well hopefully anyhoo. EXCITEAMONDO! At least I'll have people who will force me to go on the rides.

The weather is amazingly HOT. It's gorgeous. I think it's right funny how in England whenever the temperature rises just that tiny bit over arctic conditions, I can walk down the road and everyones out sunbathing, in shorts, bikinis, fanning themselves, taking photos, eating ice cream by the bowl etc etc. Haha, not that I can talk seeing as though I was out this morning for like 3 hours on the trampoline (because black attracts the suns rays ;) ) in my bikini with ice lollies. We poor sun deprived nation have to take advantage when the moment ever comes!

And then we had a barby in susies back garden and made THE LIST. Oh yessss, what were all gonna do before december this year. You do not wanna know whats on it. ;) haha im only kidding. Only becks and susie read this blog anyway! I love those baboons.

Eeeeeeek. BGT last semi final tonight. Come on aidan davis!!!

How beaut are these lyrics:

She was standing there by the broken tree

Her hands were all twisted, she was pointing at me

I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes

She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky

She said "Oh come on over to the bitter shade

I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved"

Let me sign, let me sign..............

OH YES! Moves something deep within me that.

Right cheeeeerio :D

Adam Wass

I know people like to moan about boys, but I'm gonna have my go. I mean, I really can't complain because I class myself as one of the lucky ones. I'm talking about my ex boyfriend Adam. We started going out way back in Year 8, both at 13. Sounds sooo young now but it didn't feel it at the time. He'd told me he loved me within the first couple of months, and it took me a while to realise it but I loved him with all my heart back. I know you're thinking whatever theyre just kids. And I understand why you'd think that, but I know it was true and so does he. We were the "it" couple of our year until March this year, when I broke up with him just before our 2 year anniversary. Sounds cliched, but we truly did grow apart. I found my old diary the other day and every entry I just blabbed on about him and how wonderful he was. Its like that Alexander Rybak eurovision song (that I absolutely BUM by the way) "No one else could make me sadder, but no one else could lift me high above." God.

The break up went like fine, I mean I cried and that when I did it but afterwards I was fine. A lil cuddle from my mum, and off we went away for the weekend to Center Parcs. I havent even shed a tear since. It still shocks me how you can go from trusting somone with your life, being willing to die for them, feeling physically ill at the thought of being without them, to feeling numb, and looking at them and seeing a stranger. i mean i miss him. i miss his smell, his laugh, the times when we just layed together in a comfortable silence, our days out, our playfights, his baby voice, his minging feet, his family, his sense of humour...the list is never ending. his hugs are what i miss the most. damn his bear arms!

But theres also the other side of the scale. I hate how he can like other girls, how he seems to have got hotter now im not with him, how easy hes finding this, how two faced he can be, how he looks at girls as if theyre pieces of meat, how hes so insensitive of my feelings, how he uses me when needs me but then throws me away like a piece of rubbish. Why does he do this to me? What right has he got anymore to mess with me like this? He has no control over my feelings. Hes just some boy, and nobody can ever make me feel inferior without my consent. eughhhh. it makes my blood boil to think that he can affect me in this way. but dyano what? i need a clean break. no more of him calling me when he decides he wants to talk, no more using me for his frickin homework. this sounds a lot like that movie, the holiday. how can i let go if he wont let me?

thankyou bloggy. that really did help.

Hello fellow bloggers.

Right. Hello im lucy. :D

I decided to get this bloggy thaaang because my two best friendlings Susie D and BecBec have one and im totally addicted to reading what goes on inside their heads. And im bored.

Right a bit about me then spoz. Im 15. I like dancing A LOT. Purple rocks my socks. Im learning a birra spanish on the side, and i like boyssssssss. But there is so much of a lack of them around here I may as well live in a convent. For lesbians.

Hello Becky and Susie! Susie is in greece the lucky thing. Snogging hot greek waiters. :P God knows where Becky is she has such a busy schedule ;) i love you becarina! lolololol

Went ice skating today. With the "crew". Well actually there was only 7 of us so it was like an intimate outing sorta thang. God i do talk about rubbish. Im just wasting internet space blabbing on like this. ah well nvm nvm.

goshhhhhhhh i just read that some woman in america payed 20 000 dollars to get a kiss on the cheek from rob pattinson. Now that is mad. I thought I loved him :O lol

wellllllll britains got talent tonight. aidan davis best win. oggy oggy!

love to the world.

ooooooooooo a lil quote that has taken my fancy:

heal the past, live the present, dream the future.

yeah baby!

btw the pic is from that brillopads day when it snowed. my dear friend kateepops is top left. she likes to smile :) then theres moi. the one pulling the spazzoid face is susiee. shes bonkers. the other beaut lass is becks. oh yes shes a stunner. and then the two lads are some randomers i dont know. jk theyre some cheery chappies called dean and harrison. anyhoo, byeeeeeeeeeeee.