Technology

Technologys all great and everything until it breaks. Mines broken. My phone has broken! I feel like Ive lost an arm. arghhhhh!!!

Im feeling this strange sense of calm wash over me right now. Its nice. Calmmmmmmmm.

By the way go see the proposal. HE IS SO HOT ITS UNBELIEVABLE. i want to marry that guy. and the film is hilarious too, of course.

ciaoooo powpows. i dont know what that means its just what came to mind instinctively. gbye. xx

pics from benidorm this year btw. what a mint holiday. i miss everyone like mad.

peter, stevie, adam, laura, danielle, luke, rhys, tom, ben, zoe, carys, scott, billy, harry, reece.

Muddle

Blogger is great for getting feelings off your chest. But i dont know how im feeling. Youre probably sick of reading these, I never know how im feeling! God. Surely being a teenager can't be the best part of your life? Because if it is thats the worst news Ive had in a while. Well actually no its not. Im quite upset because 2 men from my street have died in the past few days. I didnt know them very well but I would always say hi and them the same to me. You know how most elderly folk think teenagers are the spawn of the devil? Not these guys. Especially one. Alan. I think Ill always remember him. Lived to the ripe old age of 95 with his devoted wife Elsie by his side. Not recently but before they would always be out together pottering in the garden, waving cheerily as people passed. Now thats true love. I feel so deeply for her, having to carry on without him through the rest of her days. How empty her little bungalow must now feel with the love of her entire life gone. Perhaps their story will echo that of the notebook, where their hearts and souls are so perfectly entwined that they die during the same night, one simply unable to live without the other. My heart aches for her in this time.
The Notebook. Another thing that stirs a painful memory and a sea of emotions. The first time I watched it, I was with Adam. I watched it on Valentines Day (no, i dont know why either looking back) while he was on holiday in Egypt. Everyone was in bed, blissfully unaware of my tears, and there I sat on my bed clutching his photo and crying like I would never see him again. Oh how those days were when I was madly in love with him. Then came the time when I actually watched it with him. Only a month or two before we broke up, we watched it in the dark in this very place on my bed where Im sat right now, except we were under my blanket (its too warm and summery to need it now so its all folded away in my closet). I bawled my eyes out when THAT song came on. Ill Be Seeing You, youll know the one i mean if youre familiar with the film. There I was soaking the front of his t-shirt with my tears while he giggled at me. "But Lucy, its a happy ending! They stay together forever. True soulmates. That'll be me and you in 70 years time you know." Oh goodness me. Thats typical adam all over that one. He can be an absolute arse at times but boyyyy he's the sweetest guy alive if he cares for you.
I know Im usually bitching about him, but weve talked things through, and I hope, i PRAY that this time things really will be okay. Its been a rocky road and Adam Wass, you know ill always have a space in my heart for you, and ill probably always love you too. But lifes a bitch, it pulls and pushes you down paths you dont wanna take. Although we did choose this one. And i dont want it to sound like i have regrets because i dont, but these past few days have really been an eye-opener. Ive ripped open old wounds that I thought were eternally sealed and Ive done things I never thought I could do. Guilt hurts.
Missing people hurts too. Have you ever missed someone so much it physically hurts? I have. I havent talked to him in so long. I miss his accent, his smell, his expressions. He doesnt even care. And now I have another person to ache for. You know when you connect with someone so well you could talk allnight? Even longer in this case. I miss his rainbow pumps, his hugs and his bad habit of saying like too much. You promise eachother youll see eachother again, he cries when I leave. But promises fade. Even feelings fade over time. I think theres hope for this one though.
The problem with this blog is that I cant always mention names because I dont know whos reading this. It could, quite literally, be a potential disaster if this got into the wrong hands. Maybe ill make me a new lil bloggy as Becks is doing. Although i do feel pretty connected to this one. Arrrrrrrrrrrr. I HATE missing people.
Ive been thinking. Ive got my mood down to a mix of these several emotions:
Sadness.
Guilt.
Confusion.
Tiredness.
Dread.
Missing people.

Confusion is the main. Why is this happening to him of all the people? Why do the nicest people always end up in the worst, most cruel unfair situations? Why does no one else except me see the good side of him? Why did I do it? Will I ever see him again? Is he with his girlfriend now? Did he meet a new girl this summer? Will things ever be the same again? Why do boys mess everything up? Why can't everything be simple? Why, why, why.........
Goshhh. i do feel a little bit better now after venting this out. I just wish I had a guardian angel to sort out all of my problems and sort this mess out. And the worst thing is that it is all entirely my fault.
Lucy Barnes. Thats meeeeeee.
AW. JA. HH. PS. Thats them. Why?

anyway, goodbye. i need to go scream into a pillow.

Why

You know we moan and moan about things being wrong with our lives every day but we dont realise that theres so many things bigger and more important than our stupid little worries. I dont know how im feeling right now. I just dont feel like talking to anybody, dont feel like doing anything, its like im in this strange sort of existence that i cant explain. Have you ever just sat on a bench in the middle of a busy heaving street and detached yourself from reality? I have. I recommend it. Its such a surreal emotion to just be there, in the midst of all the chaos, and yet nobody notices you. Theres something sad in life that we walk past thousands of new people every week yet we never even throw a glance at some of them. They could be our future husbands, future stars, future idols. But yet when a few years down the line they're walking down the red carpet, we will never have known that we have seen them before pottering around in their day to day lives. Likewise, that little old man you walked by the other day? You dont know when hell die. Someone walks into your life briefly and then disappears, with barely even a hint of a chance that theyll come back. Like a whisper lost on the wind. "Ive been alone when surrounded by friends. How could the silence be so loud?"
Im not as good at this pouring out my emotions thing as some people, but there are so many thoughts running around my mind that I dont feel I can write them all in this mere space - theres no space big enough in the world to accommodate them. Every time I feel everythings going right, something comes along and whacks me right back to where I started.
And im so frustrated with myself because I know I have a good life, I know i cant complain. But when its something like this I dont know how to cope.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh goddddd. this still hasnt got rid of them

At school

YO people of the world. Im in science right now wahey. With Josh Becks Brownie and Georgeeeeee. I need to learn how to type. Slipknot are rubbish by the way just so everyone knows. People who just scream instead of singing are not artists. Hint hint bring me the horizon. Ive come up with my top 5.

ELLIOT MINOR
ENRIQUE IGLESIAS
GO AUDIO
PARAMORE
MCFLY.

God i have no life. this is unbelievable. anyway im off now bye.
ciaoooooooooooooooooo. adiosssssssssssss.

Trek de doodle dum

Well.
Ive never appreciated sitting down before i tell you that now.
Everything i want to say is already penned on susies internet space. SEQUIN. google it and laugh at our misfortune peeps.
I have to say now ive got home, had homemade lasagne (HEAVEN ON EARTH) had a long soak in the bath, scrubbed a dubbed at myself and laid on my bed and had a power nap (lolness danielle) im feeling a million times better, and i look back and i actually did enjoy it. even tho now im paying for it with this bastard blister which im dancing on tmoz night. grrr
anyway wish me luck little pallies for the summer performance, as dread is now beginning to course its way through my bloodstream. i hope that evil spider doesnt come back to me in my snozzle land dreams tonight.
pip pip!

Starstruck

ELLIOTMINORELLIOTMINORELLIOTMINOR

Me and ED

Me and ALI

Me and TEDDY

Me and DAN

Me and ALEX!!

I never really understood what that felt like. I cant explain how i feel right now because i truly dont think any words could describe it. To have followed someone, from your own hometown, since the very beginning 2 years ago, and know when they got signed and when their first album was recorded, and then to see them LIVE in their own hometown is amazing enough. But to actually meet them, to hug them, to be talking to them, for them to sign your shoes!!, is out of this world.

I remember the first time I saw them. We were stood near their tour bus and then out came Alex Ed and Ali who just walked straight past us. Alex was in his pyjamas! They were within metres of us. Butterflies were raging inside me and i was literally frozen to the spot. I decided I HAD to meet them.

The first one I met was Teddy. He was stood near the bus later on in the afternoon, and he signed my shoe. i remember exactly what i said "excuse me, this may sound a bit strange but please can you sign my shoe?" he just went "yeah, sure" and got down ON THE GROUND AND SIGNED MY SHOE!! gosh gosh gosh. throughout the day i got the rest of the autographs and signatures, i waited backstage for eds and alis. oh my god oh my god i get butterflies thinking of it now. and then when they performed... WOW.

You know, their lyrics are beautiful. Have you actually ever listened to a song? Like really listen, let the music take you over. I can do that with every one of their songs. Alex has such a hauntingly beautiful voice...not easy to achieve. Their music stirs something inside me i didnt know was there until i heard them. Right now i want to meet them again so much it hurts, but what can i do eh? i cant wait until their new tour after this summer one. oh my gosh i love them.

you know what? this one girl once actually had a go at me when she found out i liked elliot minor. apparently im not emo enough. and you know what? that shows how pathetic one person can be. i am aware that i dont look like your typical rocky emo style type fan. and im not entirely, i mean i adore enrique and jason mraz. but who cares? im sure they themselves arent complaning about what theitr fans look like. in fact, i know that definitely because they didnt refuse to have a photo with me did they? no, they were lovely and friendly and amazing. i showed alex to the beer tent! and the thing i still cant believe actually could happen to me is that alex looked at me 3 TIMES when he was singing. actually looked deeply, intensely into my eyes for like 2 whole lines each time. i couldnt believe my luck. i was only 2 lines back from the stage. in those few moments i felt on top of the world, i felt as if anything was possible.i was elated in every way possible, clinging onto those few seconds, ones i will never ever forget in my entire life. oh yeah ill still have my band shirt on in my 90s haha lol.

i could talk about this forever but i seriously do not know how to describe how much i love them. i mean ive seen all of their webisodes and video blogs i dont know how many times but now ive decided to watch them all again from scratch. they are seriously so funny! i mean it just shows theyre all normal lads in their 20s from york, all pretty well spoken and majorly talented. i could have walked past them in the street! i love how their songs have the team of emo rock and classical to create that unique sound which only they could achieve. and their image.

my gosh my gosh

i think im gonna go watch one of their blogs now. guys, i seriously couldnt feel any better at this moment in time. i am the luckiest girl alive.

Lists

I dont really know what to talk about really. i am such a pig.

just watched good old hollyoaks. i have it on series recording on the box so i dont miss it. my friend katy met amy at the clothes show. OMG! im actually a bit of a tv addict which is sad of me. i watch:

ugly betty

krod mandoon and the flaming sword of fire

psychoville

hope springs

personal affairs

ladette to lady

hollyoaks

thats actually all thats one at the mo that i like. as if 90210 has just finished! LOL. i dont have much to say at all tonight, dont feel like ranting, dont feel like blabbing about crap (although in theory i suppose that is actually what im doing). i feel like making lists peeps. so i shall make another one to entertain your little brains. here is what is coming up in the coming 2 weeks (wahoo, crap.com and thank god in equal measure here guys and gals) :

dance show

york carnival (and elliot minor!)

english roms and jules assessment

duke of ed expedition

flamingo land

yet another dance show

benidorm!

party in the park

jess campout thingg

london

dance summer school

theyre what i can remember anyway...oooo im so nervous for the dance show on friday its not even funny. im shitting it. the costumes are terrible. and i know for an actual fact that havent stopped dancing, lollipop, tears of a clown and gloria are gonna go terrible. oh screw that im nervous for all bloody 15! fingers crossed dancing in london shall occur!

i shall bring the goss from all these brillopads events. and yey book 10 has officially landed! ooooooer. ;) ciao for now powpows.

ps ps ps. the pictures in an old dance costume. its me trying to look cool and failing. dismal.

HAPPY

im honestly really really happy right now. look at the smile in my photo. my apparently contagious smiles mean IM HAPPY! the exams are over, the sun is coming out, and theres so much to be excited about! only 4 weeks left of school, and then benidorm here i come, and summer weather a go go. well, fingers crossed for that last one in lil old england! yes guys, lucy is in a very good mood right now. it was the year 11 leavers day today, and it has made me realise i only have one year left of high school. i mean how mad is that? i can remember being a little nervy year 7. omg! i know im gonna be stressed out like all the time with exams and coursework, but who cares? I LOVE MY LIFE! high school is meant to be a laugh, were teenagers for gods sake! no one has the right to beef at us about doing homework when the whole point of being young is to be out having a laugh with our friends, meeting new people and just HAVING FUN. and right now that is what im determined to do. duke of ed, dance shows, friday night, benidorm, elliot minor carnival, party in the park....the list goes on! and im so happy about that. ive just been out in brayton now and i just CHILLED. nothing to worry about. maybe this is something to do with josh, i dunno. but one thing i do know is that i have the best friends in the world, old and new. and i honestly dont know how i would survive without them. they know who they are, and i know theyre my friends because they actually bother to read this shit, they CARE about what i have to say. so yeah. thats my little input into internet space for the time being. I LOVE THE WORLD!!!! haaa i sound like an 80s hippy or something. peacee dudeeeee. ;)

Becks birthday bash

Get the alliteration in that title or what? ;) hahaha lol

Well last night was BRILL. It was Beckis 15th birthday so we had a house party and we all had to go dressed as celebs. Not that many people did HINT HINT BECKY! hahaa lol narr most peeps did. i went as britney, susie as shakira, becks as diana vickers, keeley as amy winehouse, becci as alexa chung, lydia as scary spice, rachel as katy perry, jess as marilyn monroe, rachel and laura as the 118 peeps :P and i think that was it. sorry if i missed anyone. i think everyone else just dressed normal. oo alex was that chavvy blake dude or whoever that is lol. anyhoo, there was a red carpet and everyhing and it was ACE. i had a well good night. everyone just drank, snogged and laughed. it was absolutely ace. im hinting for someone else to have another one here! lol, big massive humongosaur THANKYOU to rebecca stubbs, and obv her folksies for going out while we had the bash.

anyway im sposed to be revising (only 2 more exams left YAYAYAYAY) so au revoir for now peeps. LOVE!

My typical family

Right. This is quite funny when I look back on it but maaaaan it was frustrating (although in a comical way) when it happened.

(In the car on the way back from dancing. Cuz Moll sitting in the back thinking how on earth am I related to this weirdo man)

Dad:So Jacks got himself a new girlfriend then eh?

Me: (omg only told mum before I went dancing 3 hours ago. As soon as dad gets in the door he knows) Yep.

Dad: Goodness me. Are you bothered?

Me: Nope. (im not being short with him im reallllly not bothered, he was a birra stalker in a way what with the love sitch)

Dad: Well he was a very nice lad. You sure?

Me: YES! (in the heat of the momemt) I like someone else anyway!

Dad: Who do you like?

Me: None of your business!!

Later that night in bed. Mums comes in to say goodnight.

Me: Night mum, love you.

Mum: Whos this lad you fancy?

Me: What?

Mum: Dad said you told him you like someone.

Me: God. I was only saying it to get him to leave me alone!

Mum: Oh okay. Night love.

James from the next room: Who does Lucy fancy Mum?!

Me: silent oh my god!

Five minutes later, mums gone downstairs.

Mum: (faintly from living room) Richard, Lucy doesn't like anybody she was only saying it to get you to leave her alone.

Dad: (ditto): Oh. I wonder why?

Hmmm. How many teenage girls are expected to tell their parents (especially their dads!) who they like? Goshhhh. Ciaoo guys. oh and the grooooovy pics are from majorca 2 years ago. i dont look that young anymore hopefully! and i like to think my hair has grown. they are what i like to think. adios

Busy as a beeee

Life is right good atm. Soooo busy though. Exams suck, well dont they all, but my last one went fairly well so Im rather happy with myself tbh. Something thats been nagging at me has gone, new doors have opened and Im feeling pretty happy. And theres so much good stuff coming up! Its becks birthday next wednesday, so this weekend me and suze (well just suze really because it was her idea vouchers and thaa) are treating her to a spa day :D and then the weekend after is her jolly birthday party. we have to go dressed as celebs. Im off as britney spears LOL. pics shall be uploaded, promise :P then theres miley cyrus in december, benidorm in july, europe wi suse, dancing showsss, duke of ed, exams....the list is a long one ill tell yas that.


Ive realised i dont mention katy and seren enough. Guys, i love you millions. I know yous wont see this probs but a massive shout out to Kateepops and Serenbobs who make my life worth living. (and also dont care about telling me to shut up when I talk too much.) Love guys!! xxx
Seren Francisca Carmen Mabley is on the left. Shes famed for liking to giggle, being superbrainyyyy and having HUGE boobs. Seriously, everybody elses (especially my sad sad excuses for breasts) pale into insignificance next to hers. She likes High School Musical, One Tree Hill and dancing like a spack even when there's no music on. :D Katy Grace Gibbon is on the right, looking cool. She has brill style, always looks gorge, is like THE most popular person in our year, and everyone loves her. You'll also find it hard to find a boy she hasn't fancied before. Jokes, Katy, jokes. :P She knows I love her, im her aunty lucy. LOL. anyway, yeah katys beaut, and she also likes to laugh. A LOT. So halllllooooo guysss!!!!!!

Right dancing now. Screaming 4 year olds who don't want to listen to me. Oh well all in the name of the Duke of Edinburgh. Goodbye cyberdudessss xx

Luke (or Lulabell as I like to call him)

Right, luke is moaning that he isn't on here and that its nothing without him. So a big hola to luke! He likes me to speak spanish to him. Luke, quiero un bocadillo de queso por favor? Intelligent people know this means please can i have cheese sandwich. LOLOLOL. Luke is on the end of this photo in the black Liverpool jacket. Bad choice there, bad choice. Although I was VERY shocked to hear that thats who Enrique supports. Damnation!

Im in quite a good mood today so no need to rant. Exams are a load of crap but ahhaa that is life i suppose.

Anyway, goodbye little bloglings.

Holidays (and a waffle about hair)

Its unreal how excited I am to go on holiday. We is off to Benidorm (or chav central as my dear dad calls it) for one week. I cannot wait people! I bought this beach surf spray stuff the other day. Its Toni&Guy Beach Curl Spray, and it says it creates wild curls. And you'll never guess what, it ACTUALLY works! :O Shock horror! I'm reet impressed actually. All I did was squirty squirty it in, blow dry and scrunchy scrunchy, then sprayey on againy at the end and its like volume a go go! Well that also might be due to the fact that my hair can also be referred to as my very own bush on my head. Its thick, to put it mildly. But the good old straighteners manage to keep it looking that little bit more sleek. I should embrace the thicknosity of it and stop moaning. So that is what I have done! I think I have managed to achieve a surf babe, tousled just rolled out of bed on holiday in a hot climate look. That is what I like to think. Others might just say its a mess.

I wonder whose hair I would like most. Its unusual how different and individual peoples hair can look. I mean look at Becks, with her gorge sleek red locks, Floosie with her mediterranean hippy blonde waves (shell love that. yes you owe me bitch! ;)), Kateepops with her natural choccy brown hair, Sezerina with her shiny (i mean like shampoo advert shiny) ebony bob, and then Jess with her lil purple pixie cut. Diversity people! That is the message, be individual! I think my fave celeb hair has to be Scarlett Johannson. Or mebs Vanessa Hudgens. Oo and Lucy Liu was in dirty sexy money and her hair was like well beaut. God knows! There are so many beautiful people out there god damn then! Ah well.

Anyhoo, i cannot wait for spain. How much nicer does the word Spain sound than England? Spain. The land of enrique. Im teaching myself spanish. I learnt how to find Goyas house yesterday. (not that i know anyone called goya, thats just what the book had as an example. naturally) Brace yourselves..... Donde esta la casa de Goya? Sounds lurvellllllly.

I would quite like to be able to speak many languages. My aim is English (0bv), German, Spanish, French and mebs Italian. Lets hope!

Ive always wondered how the English language is perceived. For example, French is flirty and sophisticated, Spanish is passionate, Italian and Greek are romantic, German and Dutch are pretty butch and harsh spoken, and Russian is domineering and violent. But what about lil old English? Hmmm i shall discover that one day. It is now my life mission!! (along with flying to Pluto and freelance climbing. Joke, cyberdudes, joke.)

Anyway, I dont half blabber on about crap. I feel sorry for Becks and Suse, who are the only people who deign to read this, and so will be asleep by now. If youre not guys, you are a wonder of the world. LOL.

goodbye, tschus, au revoir, arrivederci, adios, statistics calls. dont even get me started on that bastard subject.

Jason Mraz

He is one cool cookie. I love his music. He is so inspirational. Like right now Im a bit down. But Im just listening to the remedy by him now and Ive proper cheered up! I love that guy! Im gonna have to go see him. No one could beat enrique obvs but yano. Bring it on!

Just looked and buggeration hes not even coming properly to England! Just to glastonbury festival. Which is sold out anyhoo. Damnnnnnnnn!
Oh well must get over it. Adios people of the world.

Dubz is back in ye olde england

Oh jaaaaaaaaa the tanned one is home. And oh yes that biatch is as brown as a brown thing on brown tablets. The exciting news of the day is that me becks and suse are off on a lil trip to flamingo land tomorrow. Well hopefully anyhoo. EXCITEAMONDO! At least I'll have people who will force me to go on the rides.

The weather is amazingly HOT. It's gorgeous. I think it's right funny how in England whenever the temperature rises just that tiny bit over arctic conditions, I can walk down the road and everyones out sunbathing, in shorts, bikinis, fanning themselves, taking photos, eating ice cream by the bowl etc etc. Haha, not that I can talk seeing as though I was out this morning for like 3 hours on the trampoline (because black attracts the suns rays ;) ) in my bikini with ice lollies. We poor sun deprived nation have to take advantage when the moment ever comes!

And then we had a barby in susies back garden and made THE LIST. Oh yessss, what were all gonna do before december this year. You do not wanna know whats on it. ;) haha im only kidding. Only becks and susie read this blog anyway! I love those baboons.

Eeeeeeek. BGT last semi final tonight. Come on aidan davis!!!

How beaut are these lyrics:

She was standing there by the broken tree

Her hands were all twisted, she was pointing at me

I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes

She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky

She said "Oh come on over to the bitter shade

I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved"

Let me sign, let me sign..............

OH YES! Moves something deep within me that.

Right cheeeeerio :D

Adam Wass

I know people like to moan about boys, but I'm gonna have my go. I mean, I really can't complain because I class myself as one of the lucky ones. I'm talking about my ex boyfriend Adam. We started going out way back in Year 8, both at 13. Sounds sooo young now but it didn't feel it at the time. He'd told me he loved me within the first couple of months, and it took me a while to realise it but I loved him with all my heart back. I know you're thinking whatever theyre just kids. And I understand why you'd think that, but I know it was true and so does he. We were the "it" couple of our year until March this year, when I broke up with him just before our 2 year anniversary. Sounds cliched, but we truly did grow apart. I found my old diary the other day and every entry I just blabbed on about him and how wonderful he was. Its like that Alexander Rybak eurovision song (that I absolutely BUM by the way) "No one else could make me sadder, but no one else could lift me high above." God.

The break up went like fine, I mean I cried and that when I did it but afterwards I was fine. A lil cuddle from my mum, and off we went away for the weekend to Center Parcs. I havent even shed a tear since. It still shocks me how you can go from trusting somone with your life, being willing to die for them, feeling physically ill at the thought of being without them, to feeling numb, and looking at them and seeing a stranger. i mean i miss him. i miss his smell, his laugh, the times when we just layed together in a comfortable silence, our days out, our playfights, his baby voice, his minging feet, his family, his sense of humour...the list is never ending. his hugs are what i miss the most. damn his bear arms!

But theres also the other side of the scale. I hate how he can like other girls, how he seems to have got hotter now im not with him, how easy hes finding this, how two faced he can be, how he looks at girls as if theyre pieces of meat, how hes so insensitive of my feelings, how he uses me when needs me but then throws me away like a piece of rubbish. Why does he do this to me? What right has he got anymore to mess with me like this? He has no control over my feelings. Hes just some boy, and nobody can ever make me feel inferior without my consent. eughhhh. it makes my blood boil to think that he can affect me in this way. but dyano what? i need a clean break. no more of him calling me when he decides he wants to talk, no more using me for his frickin homework. this sounds a lot like that movie, the holiday. how can i let go if he wont let me?

thankyou bloggy. that really did help.

Hello fellow bloggers.

Right. Hello im lucy. :D

I decided to get this bloggy thaaang because my two best friendlings Susie D and BecBec have one and im totally addicted to reading what goes on inside their heads. And im bored.

Right a bit about me then spoz. Im 15. I like dancing A LOT. Purple rocks my socks. Im learning a birra spanish on the side, and i like boyssssssss. But there is so much of a lack of them around here I may as well live in a convent. For lesbians.

Hello Becky and Susie! Susie is in greece the lucky thing. Snogging hot greek waiters. :P God knows where Becky is she has such a busy schedule ;) i love you becarina! lolololol

Went ice skating today. With the "crew". Well actually there was only 7 of us so it was like an intimate outing sorta thang. God i do talk about rubbish. Im just wasting internet space blabbing on like this. ah well nvm nvm.

goshhhhhhhh i just read that some woman in america payed 20 000 dollars to get a kiss on the cheek from rob pattinson. Now that is mad. I thought I loved him :O lol

wellllllll britains got talent tonight. aidan davis best win. oggy oggy!

love to the world.

ooooooooooo a lil quote that has taken my fancy:

heal the past, live the present, dream the future.

yeah baby!

btw the pic is from that brillopads day when it snowed. my dear friend kateepops is top left. she likes to smile :) then theres moi. the one pulling the spazzoid face is susiee. shes bonkers. the other beaut lass is becks. oh yes shes a stunner. and then the two lads are some randomers i dont know. jk theyre some cheery chappies called dean and harrison. anyhoo, byeeeeeeeeeeee.